"God gives, God takes. God’s name be ever blessed." Job 1:21 (MSG)
My trials don't even begin to compare to Job's, but I totally
understand and embrace his declaration here! Especially as I look back
on the past couple of years. God has truly given me many great things
that I am very grateful for, and I bless and praise His name for all
these things each and every day!
He's also taken a few things away from me. Some things... such as burdens, chains, hurts, sorrows, pains, and
grief. Things that I have gladly let of, and haven't missed being
weighed down with. I didn't even struggle or put up a fight when God
released me of these things. One day I just looked and they were gone.
There were some things that God said, it's time to let go of these
things too, and I struggled, but in the end I knew He was right, and it
was the right time - by letting go I found FREEDOM!
Finally, there have been other things... things that are very precious
to me, and I wasn't so willing to let go, and I found myself battling
God, night and day to hold on to, I fought long and hard to hold onto
these things because primarily out of my love for Him and my love for
others. God said, "If you love me let go of these things, and I will
bless you with immeasurably more."
So, with God's assurance I have let go of those precious things most dear to me, and I constantly sing these words from the Hillsong United song, Oceans (Where Feet May Fail):
"Spirit lead me where my trust is without borders
Let me walk upon the waters
Wherever You would call me
Take me deeper than my feet could ever wander
And my faith will be made stronger
In the presence of my Savior"
I know in my heart that God has bigger plans for me than I could ever
imagine... I don't know yet, what they are, but I am totally committed
to following His lead - wherever He may call me, and that by doing so my
faith will be made stronger!
And every day, whether He gives or takes away, I will always BLESS HIS NAME!